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La lucha diaria interna por la expresión de lo inefable, es mi trabajo diario. Las largas horas de meditación en soledad durante muchos años, son el lugar donde busco lo preciso para ello.
Las circunstancias adeversas, lejos de amedrentarme, me acrecientan el ánimo, como a Don Quijote. Todo lo que vivo es parte de un gran laboratorio en el que experimentar las sensaciones, las emociones que no son otra cosa que la voz del Gran Espíritu, llámese Dios, Jehová, Buda, Manitú o cualquiera de los nombres que los distintos pueblos de la Tierra le han dado al Gran Misterio.
Eso es el arte para mi: tratar de captar ese Gran Misterio que es la vida.
Además me interesan los viajes interiores, el camino , el Tao, la constancia del cambio como esencia de las todas las cosas. Por decirlo con un verso de Pessoa, "La maravillosa realidad de las cosas, es mi descubrimiento de todos los días". /"A espantosa realidade das coissas é a minha descoberta de todos os días"
La pintura, la poesía, el teatro, la novela y el ensayo son para mi vías de acercamiento a ese Gran Misterio. ¡Solo el arte es clarividente!,
My journey was a very strange one. I thought that love would flood my soul,I dreamt a life of bliss;after years of tears and pent up pain: I spilt my blood on canvas.--- Princefreakasso
I was the scion of an affluent,prestigious and aristocratic family. Some with private jets,Van Gogh's,Picassos and Claude Monets. A psychic clairvoyant from two,and a full fledged artist by seven;I have studied everything worth studying about art. My conclusion? An artist is born,never made. Art is in the message, not the dressage.
Like most stereotype artists,I too was naive enough to try to capture such a fickle ,transient and superficial thing as the realistic beauty of nature,where one is in a losing battle with the greatest painter....God himself.
On the other end of the spectrum,non figurative abstractionism;evoked in me strong feelings of guilt,as it seemed to emanate from a soul that had lost it's enthusiasm.An artist waiting for a happy accident to happen.
No denying,during my formative years I sold hundreds of this sort of pedantic art to a global clientele,without much effort on my part.But it did not impress me,since it appeared too conformist.
Kicked out of home in my teens by my very influential late father,I now slept on the pavements,I lay on the stone;on a stomach that hungered:fed by some leper'd old crone.
Flirting with journalism,I moved on to management in many five star hotels around the world,selling my drab art here also.With my earlier financial constraints easing considerably,my mind got obsessed with two things I craved for desperately.Family and love! Both had continued to evade me,and I wanted so badly to belong somewhere.
A firm beleiver that woman is the veritable Goddess of life,while family the very effervescence of any home;I entered into consecutive marriages that turned into a holocaust.Losing everything I had struggled painfully to acquire,including the precious love of my children in both the cases;I now stood devastated. Precariously hanging onto nothing,save fragments of my sanity; I began to hate the world. Courting criminal thoughts,I earnestly wanted to make it run red somewhere. Having worked part time as an undercover sleuth for some of the topmost investigative agencies in the world,including Interpol;I was well aware of the stakes involved.
But was hate extinguished with hate? Standing at the crossroads,it seemed the most difficult question of them all.
And then an unexpected thing happened! A very startling vision that changed everything. A vision,not of something as bankrupt as God's,Goddesses or a dead carcass ,floating in a cesspool of filth;neither was it as mundane as an installation of junk made up of pots,cans,commodes and bedpans.But a vision of a strange and unique place in a world beyond.
The denizens here not unlike me,were the victims of earths,mans inhumanity to man.Casualties of rape,violence,terrorism,murder,racism,religion and a host of other trespasses, they seemed to reach out despite their ugliness and grotesque forms,to forgive their trespassers. With their pain now gone,their scars still shone. Yet their love they wanted to share,with someone who'd care.This was not an ephemeral world of vain opposites and hypocrites.Unlike the mirages of the past,these were my new family.They whole heartedly offered me support.My canvas,so that I may forget my sorrows,while mirroring the images of their soul.
Transformed from an artist to a heartist,my cerebral creations on paper or canvas are my pain....things.
Titled in Latin the language of the heavens,and French the true language of art's soul;I feel like Paris' true (hot cute heir) a high prince of heart.My loving ugly beasts of paradise,have long since put paid to my pretentious bloodlines and the vast libraries of my mind.They have taught me, that to forgive is to love. God so loved the world........he sent his only precious dove.
Sir Paul Macartney sighed, "Money can't buy me love". Yes Paul! Money can't buy you true love.....Only love will.
IT MAY NOT MATTER REALLY ,WHERE YOU EVENTUALLY FIND IT?
Princefreakasso? Thats me!
There is an inner light that drives me forward in my art, perhaps an obsession. I become so totally absorbed at times that I can think of nothing else. While I do not work on it, I think on it constantly untill finally I free the thoughts through expression. Seldom pleased with the results, so unlike the purest dream yet I am still driven to proceed. My art changes over time and I can see it drawing closer to the insite, but not yet. It shimmers in the future, tempting...enticing, maddening...beconing to venture in and dare to see something a new way. Sometimes it's like a fresh drink, others a bitter well. My senses flourish on colors, lines and forms. At times it does not matter in the least if they form something recognizable or just patterns other times I am vexed severly over appearance. I must struggle to be the master, yet at times I know I am not. Sometime I get stuck on a problem in construction, an idea or a feeling. I hope that my conscious will one day catch up to my inner vision, my dreams, my imagination, my emotion, my passion, my soul - ufettered, free and soaring - recklessly abandoning any ties to convention, forgetting demand alltogether.
Prince Freakasso said:Thank you Dr.Krishna. It's wonderful and chosen ones like you, who in reality make the world a better place.May the light which has shone to illuminate your path,so much of which you have shared with others;continue to brighten up your way and show you God's way.A zillion blessings.PRINCE
People go through life trying to learn and succed, and once that person happen to believe He learnt a little, He dies......
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